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December 25th, 2009

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

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Christmas day.

A time supposed to be spent with family and friends, surrounding yourself with the people you loved and those that loved you. But in Dr Jennifer Lowe’s line of work, you never get that kind of time off.

She watched the families come in and go out, passing presents and love, the one day of the year where the desolate depression of the place didn’t seem to get to the people inside. Patients’ rooms were decorated, tinsel hanging off the doorways and in the windows.

All that is except one.

Lonely John Doe )

November 30th, 2009

Difficult Patients

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Thinking clearly was something that never used to come to one Jennifer Lowe all that easily. It had taken her years and years to understand her power and still most of the semantics and logistics of her ability kind of completely washed over her head, but finally she was able to use it to actually do some good and to help.

Of course, with John Doe who was still John Doe, she was getting nowhere. She kept getting images, stilted, like photos that hadn't been properly developed, still half immersed in water. She hated that she couldn't help him and she hated that there was no one there to see him.

Especially since they were considering taking him off the life-support he had been on for the last three weeks. But he wasn't brain dead, that much at least she knew. Not that anyone listened, he wasn't responding to any of the communication techniques that indicated whether or not someone was vegetative, so as far as they were concerned, he was brain dead. But she knew, she knew more than anything that he wasn't. It was one of the few things she was confident that she did know; for some reason, she knew when people were going to die and he wasn't. It wasn't his fate. Not yet anyway, because everyone died at some point or another. But not him, not now.

Hospital Duty )

ooc: NPC Blake was written by Mands

November 23rd, 2009

Breakfast at Tiffany's

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Kris groaned in frustration as the incessant beeping of her nearby alarm clock roused herself from an exceptionally good dream that involved dancing, handsome men and other wonderful things like that.



She blinked blearily at the digits and attempted to recall why she’d become a police officer again when it meant getting up this early. Reluctantly she peeled her covers back and placed her bare feet on the carpeted floor, thankful not for the first time that she’d manage to convince Simon that carpet was way better than wood or tiled floors. 



Hands slid through her hair and promptly yanked it back into a boring but highly effective plait before those hands rummaged through her closet, pulling out the neatly pressed uniform she wore from the beginning to the end of her working day. She rubbed at an old scar on her shoulder and quickly covered it with the shirt a few moments later before tugging her pants on, the crease running the length of her thigh and shin as the hem of her pants settled around the boots she’d worn in over time.

Kris stifled another yawn as she stepped out of her room, tugging her belt on. “Morning,” she murmured to the passing cat that purred and generally made itself comfortable on her feet. Kris rolled her eyes and crouched down, rubbing at the cat’s ears before she finally made her way into the kitchen. 



Simon looked half dead as he all but clung to the cup of coffee in his hands and as for Kris’ other housemate she was quite sickeningly perky.

Sickeningly perky was one way to describe the other housemate. Wired by caffeine was another, and probably more accurate at that. The other housemate had been up for about an hour already, had a good four or five cups of coffee - it was how she woke up - and a nice cold shower to get her started for the day. When she finished her shift from hell, she'd have a hot one before going to sleep.



Sleeping Beauty )

Bigger girl )

Crazy this time of year )

Another day at the office, another headache )

Homecoming

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It was just after one thirty in the afternoon when Jenny managed to drag her exhausted self home. The mere act of putting keys in a lock and turning them seemed to defeat her until she finally won the battle and pushed the door open, announcing as she did, "Hey honey, I'm home!" She was, however, greeted with nothing but metaphorical crickets chirping and yet another metaphorical tumbleweed.

"Oh I forgot," she muttered to herself, knocking the door shut with her foot as she struggled into the apartment and picked up a box of her things that she had yet to unpack (she'd only moved in a little while ago and she was still trying to sort herself out, give her a break!) so that she didn't break her neck on it, "I'm not married and my housemates work normal-people hours."

Deflating at the greeting she was more than used to, the newly qualified doctor moved through the apartment, spotting the big fluffy grey cat on the chair. He lifted his head, blinked at her and then settled down again.

"Hello to you too," she muttered, scratching behind his ears. He lifted his head into the touch and purred, stretching his paws out in front of himself and flexing his pads against the cushion he was lying on. She adjusted how she was carrying the box, resting it against her hip and she continued through the apartment towards her room.

After a grueling ten hour shift, the last thing she wanted to be doing was unpacking the very last of her belongings. It felt kind of unreal that she had managed to get a job here anyway, and more than that, meeting up with an old friend and being able to crash there on a permenant basis. It was always sometimes a little too good to be true.

It wasn't unusual for her to come home to an empty house, or an almost empty house, and sometimes it was all too easy for her to go by for three or four days without seeing either of her housemates due to her working hours and the fact that out of the three people living in that house, two of them worked in the public sector and had demanding jobs. The only way her housemates knew she was around - or that she'd been back at all - was because of the line of used coffee mugs beside the sink and an apologetic note saying she would wash them up when she got back, her shoes in the hallway or all of her showering stuff in the cubicle.

She wandered into her room, box under one arm, the other hand pinching the bridge of her nose. Her head was throbbing; she'd tried to make contact with a comatose patient today and it had felt very similar to slamming her head into a brick wall. She had managed to get little more than fractured information, but nothing all that clear. Unfortunately, it looked like he was going to be just another John Doe for a little while longer, with no family to visit him.

Her phone beeped twice at her, and then again: the first time was to tell her that her battery was dying and, if it would please her, it needed charging instantly before it gave up on living altogether; the second was to let her know that she had received a text message and that her phone was most indignant that she had been ignoring it.

There was a meow from somewhere around her ankles and the cat jumped up as she put the box on the end of the bed. He eyed her for a minute before he padded up towards the head and curled up on her pillow.

"Sampson," she hissed, he was her cat and he'd come with her from med-school. It had been really great that her housemates had accepted him and really loved the cat, but he was a cheeky bastard. "Get off my pillow, I don't wanna wake up with your fur in my hair!"

He meowed and then settled himself, only moving when Jenny swept him into her arms and hugged him. He was getting too big for her to manhandle with any kind of ease now, but the purr that came out of him reassured her that he didn't mind all that much. She rubbed behind his ears again and looked at her phone as it flashed and beeped once more.

She put the cat back down and then picked up her phone. There was an odd sense of trepidation that came with picking up her cell. It was usually one of two people that contacted her; the hospital or her family. And usually the messages weren't great. She slid it open and looked at the text message.

It was from Ben. Her older brother.

Hey JJ, can u lend me 200 dollars? Need some cash. Love u.

She bit back on a sigh; she wasn't made of money. Her cell phone inbox was filled with messages from Ben asking for money, explaining why he couldn't pay her back, promises that were empty as they were bullshit. Her thumb hovered over the c key that would just delete the message before she rolled her eyes at herself, sat down on the edge of the bed and pressed 'reply' instead.

Fine, but this is it. And you have to start paying me back, Ben. You really oughta find a job! If you need money, B, go to mom and dad?

It was likely that they'd said no too, but that was it. She wasn't going to let him do it again, she couldn't afford to keep lending him money. Once the message had disappeared off into the glorious realm of the text-message aether, she shut it, put the damn thing onto charge and then kicked off her work shoes.

It had been a long day.

"Time to shower," she mumbled to herself, rubbing her hand over her face. She could feel the people that lived near them having an argument, their angered words battering against her head and she took another breath, building her walls, shutting them out. Thankfully she had a day off tomorrow, the first one in a long time.

And Jenny? Well, Jenny was going to have something to eat after her shower, take a nap and then actually try to socialise with the people that she lived with. It was worth a try, right?

November 15th, 2009

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Please note that as of November 14th 2009 this journal will be restarting

July 23rd, 2009

Safe (Jenny's Epilogue)

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Travels )

June 17th, 2009

Dopplegangers

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There was an odd silence surrounding a particular individual the morning that Jenny Lowe had decided she was going to take a wander near Lincoln Park. She had yet to go out there, having been actively discouraged by strangers because of the news and the stories of monsters that lived behind the wall. She had been compelled there, an odd buzzing sound in her mind that had meant she was drawn towards it, if not just to find the source of it, but she was distracted by the silence and she'd walked towards it, helpless to fight as she came face to face with... herself.

A version of herself that was slimmer, had longer hair and was emitting silence.

Lessons and Learnings )

May 16th, 2009

Touching Base

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The knock knock on the front door of Alec's house was shaky, stuttered as if she wasn't entirely sure she should be knocking. Jenny was stood outside Alec's front door, looking up at it. Lights were on inside, so there were at least people awake. It was getting late, but it wasn't unacceptably late. She hoped he wouldn't mind even it if was.

Inside she could sense minds, two animal, warm and comforting and more, people, she guessed Alec and his housemate, Toby. The houses around them were giving off noise too, conversations that filled her up. Her eyes burned, stinging from the wind and from the tears that were just waiting to fall.

It hadn't taken her long to realise that she needed someone. The house had been empty and she was still afraid.

She knocked again, a little stronger this time and the door was pulled open by someone she didn't recognise, his glasses sat on the end of his nose and he looked at her the way someone might look at a randomly tearful stranger standing on his doorstep. It was a very 'what the fuck?' look, which was what Toby was thinking.

Can Alec come to the door? )

Sleeping Over )

May 10th, 2009

Nervous Thoughts

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Jenny chewed on the edge of her thumb as she sat in the big bay window in her lounge. The sun was streaming in through the panes of glass, but Jenny felt cold. She was nervous, it felt like a mass of snakes had set up shop in her stomach and were wriggling over each other.

Her heart hadn't really left her throat since she'd departed from Rhiannon's. They had a plan. It was a good plan, if not a scary one, and probably very stupid because Jenny knew that the servants would be a problem, yes, they were slow, but they were strong and loyal.

She kind of wondered if they would all come out of this alright. Bumps and bruises weren't things she was particularly fond of getting and dying definitely wasn't on her agenda.

Thinky thoughts )

[Voicemail to Alec included within]

April 27th, 2009

Unsettled Sleep

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Just a Dream? )

Awakening )

[Voicemail to Rhiannon included within]

April 16th, 2009

Missing Pieces

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Jenny was restless. It was unnerving, the silence in her mind. It actually allowed her to hear her own thoughts above any other extraneous noise and that was a strange feeling.

She caught herself looking at people in a new light, how everyone looked so different without that sparkle around them, the lack of radiating light that told Jenny how healthy they were, how close to death.

She was at the hospital again, sitting in the waiting room and waiting for Alec to come onto his lunch break so that they could go and get food, or coffee, or something. She had already had a fairly good conversation with one of the nurses about anti-psychotics and she had spoken to a couple of patients, but that itch underneath her skin was crawling, knowing that she should be able to see and hear more than she could was unsettling. It was wrong in so many ways; why couldn't she hear them? Those idle thoughts that plagued the minds of everyone? And what had happened that meant she couldn't see people's lives anymore?

She supposed she should be grateful? She was normal now. She was better. Fixed. Whatever her father wanted to call it, she wasn't a freak anymore. But she wasn't special anymore either. As much as her 'gift' had plagued her, she missed it. She didn't like the silence.

Catch Up )

Table for Two )

Idle Conversation )

April 7th, 2009

Fuzzy

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It had felt like something out of a bad dream. In fact, initially that was what she had thought it was. Jennifer Lowe jerked upright, whole body aching and muscles feeling like they were on fire as she stumbled towards a nearby bun. She dry-heaved into it, the nausea overwhelming and not helped by the stench of rotten food that was assaulting her senses. Her throat burned, as did her stomach, the acrid taste of bile lingering on the edge of her tongue as she stayed where she was, head hanging and hair touching the rim of the bin.

She would need to shower when her body was done throwing up.

She didn't know what she was doing outside so early in the morning. Blackouts were a new one for her. She had never done that before. It was a worrying turn of events if she was suddenly going to start blacking out.

Her stomach twisted in fear; where was she exactly? How had she got there? What had happened? She was preoccupied by not knowing where she was that she completely missed the silence in her mind where there should be noise. She supposed she had been lying weirdly on her arm as she had pins and needles across her left shoulder blade, but it was nothing to worry about, the fact that she was retching into a trash can was more concerning for her.

Going Home )

Quiet? )

[Voicemail to Alec included within]

April 4th, 2009

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Voicemail for Alec )

January 20th, 2009

Something Special

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Sterility. Hospitals were white and sterile, little things that dispensed alcohol gel at every doorway into the wards to clean your hands so that the patients didn't get sicker. So that you didn't get sick from what they patients had.

Sometimes the floors were shiny enough that, when looking down, it was possible to see a reflection staring back at you. Jenny always thought it looked a little like there was another her, just trapped in the hospital floor, the reflected hospital. Like another, mirror world. Maybe in that world she wasn't crazy, it was impossible to tell.

At least today she didn't look like an ex-mental patient, which was always a good thing. She'd combed her hair down and was twisting chunks of it between her fingers as she listened to the buzzing in her mind, feeling the drain as she approached another ward. It was a more general one and her feet dragged, feeling the sick and the ill all around her, desperate thoughts warring with hopeful ones for pride of place in her mind.

She watched someone in a hospital bed coughing. The grey around him flickered and turned to that translucent, light colour as she watched. He was going to live, he would be fine. Her feet took her over to his bed and she sat down on the edge, covering his shaking hand with her own as his coughs subsided.

'I ain'y buyin'' )

Are You Okay? )

A life saved )

Something special )

January 19th, 2009

"We'll see you for family therapy"

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